Oooooh No! The Stairs!!!

Lift di kantor mati, udah lebih dari 2 minggu. Pertama kali mati katanya boksnya kesamber petir (entah box apa maksudnya). Lama-lama dibilang liftnya harus diganti satu blok gitu, karena memang sudah tidak mungkin untuk diperbaiki lagi. Plis deh. And they said it will take a month to do it!!! Glek!

Setiap pagi jadi gak semangat deh ngantor, ngebayangin tangga. Katanya naek turun tangga bagus buat ibu hamil, tapi apa iya sih? Nggilani deh mesti naek turun more then 70 steps every now and then...

Kalo cuma selantai dua lantai doang sih gak papa kali, nah lantai 4 gitu lho?! Ato cuma lagi manja mode on aja ya? Hikgs

How Will It Feels?

I'm still wondering, how will it feels to have more than one child?
You see, I'm the only child in the family. The centre of attention, the centre of affection, the centre of love and care, the centre of almost everything in our little family. There's only me, my dad, and my mom. None to share the toys, the food, the ice cream, the chocolate...

Up till now, I'm still thinking that my child is Auliya, I don't have any idea wheather I can share my love to the other up coming children of ours. I hope I can, equally. I still have negative thinking that I won't be able to accept any child with their strength and weakness without comparing them with my beloved Auliya, who always be my pearl, my precious one. I always think that Auliya is my best, she's a fast learner, a cute babygirl, a smart one, and the perfect one.

Bismillah, may Alloh guide me to be the best mom for my children.